It just got thrice as hard
POSTED AT 10:38 PM
You're always "worth talking to"
If I had a say in any of this shit, I would never want to lose my best friend
For the past 7 months you've been there w me through every horrible situation possible
"Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it."
J.K. Rowling
Its as though everything just sunk in today
That its entirely real
That I'm gna lose my best friend
It's not my choice that I made this decision
But you can hate me all you want
Nothing could hurt more than this.
It sucks knowing there's this really small part of you that hopes all this isn't happening
That I still have my bestfriend
But a huge part just knows that its entirely real
And that little bit of faith you're clinging on to
Is exactly what's causing more hurt.
"Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up
and this is just a nightmare"
I wish it was Samuel.
I really do.
You tc too.
